Not myself

I got dressed this morning and something wasn't right. So I put a skirt on over my pants. I did my hair and it just wasn't right, so I split it into pigtails. I did my makeup and it didn't work. So I put on another layer of mascara. It still didn't fix it.

For some reason, I have been off. Maybe it was the stress of yesterday. Maybe it is this mammoth decision looming over my head. I made a list of the pros and cons for leaving Unlimited. Let's just say 3:1, I should get out. And almost every person I have talked to says get out!! I am really struggling right now. My sister Christi said something funny. She noted that when taking advice from my beloved parents, my Mom will always advise to stick through it and suffer with perseverance to honor the committment, and my Dad will always advise getting rid of any poisonous aspect of life for the sake of freedom and health. So pretty much, if anybody has received a direct word from the Lord about this situation, feel free to let me know because I AM GETTING NOTHIN'!