Life

Things are different. I am married. I have a full-time job. My sister and Dan and Eva are home. This is a major life shift.

I would like to have the time to do all the fun things I did in college. It would be great to hang out and watch movies with girlfriends all weekend, but right now, all I feel is guilty that I can't be my same, accessible, ready-to-play-all-day self. I don't know how to communicate this change or how to balance it with my new life.

I hate feeling guilty.

Lord, please show me your truth and set me free from lies.