Saturday, April 16, 2005

Today I can't

Today I can't concentrate. I can't seem to get anything done. I can't sit down and focus. I can't find peace, but I can, but I can't. IT DRIVES ME NUTS! I can't give up my struggles long enough for the Lord to take them. And even if I can, I seem to always pull them back. WHY? Why can't I just put these things behind me?

Lord, I so want to be a new creation. I don't know how to get through what I am in. I am stuck. Help me. Pull me out. Show me what I can do to get out.
But that's just the thing, it's not what I do to get out, it's what HE does. Lord, open my heart and soften me so that I am formable. I want to honor you. You know my heart. It is hungry, but my flesh is so very, very weak.

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