So much going through my mind

Aside from the whole Autumn moving out thing,

I am really trying to figure out what to do about Unlimited.

And France. I want to go to France so bad. I doubt if it can be done under $2500 and probably not under $3000. But I so desire it! I want to adventure with Sharon. Maybe I only want to go for 4 weeks and not 6. I don't even know. How is this going to happen? Will I be able to pay for it?

If I quit Unlimited, I'll be able to get a job. Then I can save. And I am hoping to get some graduation money, I mean, that's all I really want. But how do you say that? Please give me money. So awkward. I just want to get out - if only for a month, to just go.

Lord, please provide a way for me to go. Please give me reliable friends. Please help me to know I am loved and enjoyed. Please send me adventure.

I guess today has just been hard.