The winds of change are blowing through the forrest of routine. What I thought was, isn't. What I expected hasn't happened, and that which I cannot imagine is reality. And here we all are, surviving.

I had a job with security. Found out it payed too little, and am now looking for another job, and with 6 applications out, I hope to hear something anyday now.

Unlimited, which I had been a little apprehensive about, has turned out amazing. Our director took a 180 degree turn for the better, and each person I was concerned about has turned to be the greatest friend. Isn't it funny how God works.

Speaking of God and funny, have you ever heard God say something that was so bizarre, you really hope it wasn't God? Yeah, I have one of those. I was telling Amber and Tom that I have just put it in my freaky awkward bank. If it comes to pass, so be it. If not, talk about freaky and weird!

Last night was Poker night with the boys. 9 boys and me, sitting aroud a huge oval poker table playing Texas Hold'em. We had a blast. Until I fell over the couch and hit my head on the glass table. Well, I guess that was still fun anyways. Tonight we are going to a movie and then back to my place for cookies and games. Tomorrow night we (and when I say we, I mean Unlimited) are going over to Greg's house for a cold pool party and bbq. It should be fun.

Being quiet before the Lord is a good thing, but right now, I just feel like I am in limbo - on a tightrope and not wanting to really walk to either side, so thinking I'll just stay here, but I can't, because it's a tightrope. Confused? Me too. But I don't even know about what.