Wedding Advice

A. Don't ever plan a wedding alone
B. Don't plan a wedding with both mothers in different states
C. Plan a wedding in the same town you live so you can visit vendors easily
D. 4 months is very quick. Allow time to relax
E. Ask for help
F. Have the best groom in the world

Well, it's almost over. I have had the most stressful quarter of my life. This has beat out working at Barrett Enclosures (the yacht place for crazy Mike), this has beat our finals, this has beat out Commercial Design where I did an entire hotel in 10 weeks. Indeed, I have come to a point of defeat.

AND ITS AWFUL! I cry every day. I stress way too much. My to do list seems to keep on growing. My eyes are freaking out and apparently have been infected thus the bloody redness. My dress doesn't fit yet, and I leave in less than a week to go to Portland. Yes, one could say this has not been the most blissful time of life. But the good moments, like 2 nights ago with Ryan, have made it worth it. The wedding day will make it worth it. The honeymoon will make it all worth it.

Oh Lord, please grant me the strength to give you my worries and let you take care of them.

I feel so bleak right now. I just want it to all be over so that my to-do list will disappear.

Lord, please help me to enjoy this last week. Please send inspiration and encouragement.