Currently waiting for help. And here is what is so annoying - I can't get mad that she has made me sit here waiting for 45 minutes because I need her help. Maybe this is why I hate asking for help; it's so inconvenient.

I have all these great plans for April, when Ryan is supposed to come up. A little part of me feels like I am just setting myself up for disappointment. He is not working yet. He has no money yet. Therefore, no plane ticket.

*exhale*