Well, it's official. I miss him.

I was doing my homework (2 exams, 3 papers due tomorrow along with normal work and Unlimited) and I couldn't keep going. I wanted him there. I still do. I wonder how he is. Who has he met? What has he learned? Does he miss being a part of my life? Who is God to him today? What did he eat for lunch? Was it with friends? Did he laugh? I just wanna talk. and listen. and talk. and listen tons more.

Yeah, sap it up. Whatever. I know. Maybe its the pressure of school. But after I came home from running, all I could do was wish he was with me. Just sitting on my futon.

But of course God has better things in store for me. I know that. He has just begun such an adventure, even more to come. Why in the world would I want to be tied down? I'm only 20! The world is my kazoo. And today, it's a wonderful life.

Do you ever get to that point where you ponder settling for a minute or two but then smack back into the adventurous reality that is the future? Yeah, me too.