So apparently blogging is my procrastination method of choice because I haven't even thought about updating since I didn't want to do homework. Now that I have no homework to do, I guess we'll see just how loyal I am :)

Autumn and Cari (as a single unit) are thankfully back again. Even now, as my twirled candycane cookies have just come out of the oven, our Saturday evening movie is being turned on as our sore-from-Christmas-shopping feet are anticipating traded footrubs.

I have missed this girl with my soul. I feel like half of me is back. I always knew she was a huge part of my life, but I never knew how much. Last night at 3am, our apartment erupted into a dance party. It was amazing.

And even amidst all this joy, my heart still hurts ever so deeply. On my drive home, I rehearsed a letter I should write, a talk I should have, a vulnerability I should taste. I just don't know what is the right thing. I don't know what to do, or how to deal with the situation. So many things have happened that just stink. Can things ever be fixed?