I MISS MY FRIEND! I want to chat with him, I want to adventure with him. I want to see him in actual live person, face to face, mano e womano. When will he come back?

And on a separate note, I wonder what is going on with some of my current friends. I wonder if someone is speaking poorly of me that makes them act differently. That would make me very, very, sad. Or, is it just me projecting the rejection I feel onto them? It is very frustrating. Sometimes I wonder if my "friends" really actually genuinely care about me for me, rather than what I can do for them.

I guess it is better to have a few very loyal friends than many. Proverbs 18:24 says, "A man of many companions may come to ruin, but there is a friend who sticks closer than a brother." Please let that brother be a tall, dark and handsome Italian.